I wish you know that i keep staying awake every nights just to have a chat with you , waiting for u to tell me the story of your day.. Eventhough most of the nights end up with regrets , but i keep on waiting.. I just want to hear about your day like “where did you go?” , “what did you do ?” , ” what did you eat ?” , “what kind of people did you meet ?” , i also want to share to about my day like i met some interesting people , one of them is gay, haha.. But you’ve been busy lately , so i didn’t have the chance to say it all.. I’ll be waiting patiently for ur time , ’cause we’re apart a little far now and you have your own activities to do , and you told me to have mine.. 
Oh , and i want you to know , i’m trying my best to be independent , but it’s kinda hard because i used to hang out with you every chance i have.. i used to be alone playing games , but that was long-long ago before i met you.. now i’m back to that time.. maybe it’s just a perfect time for me to grown up again , or maybe it’s god showing me the way to look at this world by myself so that i can form my own view to the world.. i’m trying my best , dear.. i hope when you got back here , i’ll be more mature already , but still with humour to cheer you around..